Time vs "Re,If"

Time defines "us",
We are defined by our age, our years of experience by our work hours, by our sleeping hours, by our appointments, the time we wake up, everything is ruled by "time", and our relation with it.

Some say it's about living the best we can, others don't even think about, just keep going, wake up, eat, go to work, have lunch, come back to work, go out for drinks, go home, eat and sleep. "On repeat".

As the time goes by,
Things start, things end,
everything ends........ even life ends,

And I never look back,
Replacing, repeating, restarting.....not for me,
If only............ not for me either,

we don't celebrate twice this year's birthday,
but we can see how we grow in a year,
we don't go back to yesterday,
but we can value more the "today"
....we can't reproduce a moment twice,
we can only make it better next time we try, or do,

Life is not about replacing, life is about changing,
Life is not about repeating, it's about creating,
Life is not about restarting, it's about keeping on, going on,


Today I meditated about how stupid is that "re" is,
nothing can be done EXACTLY THE SAME WAY as 1 second before, at the moment something happens, it's already in the past.

Time happens,
we happen,
"If" vs "re" have no place to be,
do it once,
do it well,
do it right*

and if it didn't work the way you wanted,
ok, shit happens,

don't regret,
don't suppose,
don't loose track,
be creative.


*do it right, your way, not others way

;)

A cloud to float on....

Respiri corti,

Ci sono momenti in cui la vita regala attimi di bellezza inattesa. Smetti di fare una cosa e ti accorgi che attorno a te tutto è perfetto. Tutto sembra sincero. La nascita di una nuova vita, l'alba di un cambiamento, qualcosa di profondo, un sentimento segreto, custodito in silenzio dentro di noi con pudore. O anche la fine di qualcosa, la fine di un momento, sempre più faticoso da sostenere.

Quando terminano i respiri corti, lasciando spazio a uno lungo profondo che riempie e svuota il petto.
In quei momenti

......non mi manca nulla.

Uma compatriota em Lx

Até amanha

;)

Às vezes, no silêncio da noite
Eu fico imaginando nós dois
Eu fico ali sonhando acordado, juntando
o antes, o agora e o depois
por que você me deixa tão solto?
por que você não cola em mim?
Tô me sentindo muito sozinho!

Não sou nem quero ser o seu dono
É que um carinho às vezes cai bem
Eu tenho meus segredos e planos secretos
só abro pra você mais ninguém
por que você me esquece e some?
e se eu me interessar por alguém?
e se ela, de repente, me ganha?

Quando a gente gosta é claro que a gente cuida
fala que me ama
só que é da boca pra fora
ou você me engana
ou não está madura
onde está você agora?


Caetano Veloso
_Sozinho...
03.11.10
@Pavillon Atlantique

1st times....

Xmas is coming....
and I am definitely getting in the mood,

;)

Morning'

The words that no one speaks
About the night before
She stares off at the road
Her finger taps the door
I'd hate to judge if roles reverse you'd think so too

She'd seen the film before
But stayed until the end
She had him to herself
Perhaps as more than friends
Maybe I'd do things differently if I were you


Your pulse it races with mine and I swear that there's no other girl
Your body shakes, it's like tonight we can take the world
Your pulse it races with mine and I swear we can take the world

His hand against her cheek
Her tongue against his neck
She says "you're awfully sweet, I feel like we connect"
Maybe it's love. How would she know?
And did she tell?

The clothes they go on slow
She thinks of what to say
He whispers in her ear
She smiles and looks away
Her heart it screams she grabs his hand and says "me too"

Your pulse it races with mine and I swear that there's no other girl
Your body shakes, it's like tonight we can take the world
Your pulse it races with mine and I swear we can take the world

Is this the life the one you imagined
Is this the life, the one from your dreams
The boy meets girl and a girl meets a boy)

Your pulse it races with mine and I swear that there's no other girl
Your body shakes, it's like tonight we can take the world


"We can take the world"
She wants revenge

"Pour vous sentir femme, portez des talons, pour vous sentir déesse, portez 12 centimetres."

Christian Louboutin,

Felicidade é.....

......Caminhar na chuva,
apanhar a primeira molhada do ano,

entrar no Estádio de Luz, gritar, cantar, chorar de rir,
para voltar em casa depois,

e aproveitar os momentos simples que fazem a vida valer a pena.

"Human rats"

A friend asked me:
Where do human rats hide?

Then I said:
........Burrows outdoors underneath decks, porches and sheds
ravine areas, properties
but they barely make it for a year,
I read that rats and humans often suffer from the same diseases.
That’s because humans and rats have the same basic physiology....

Then she replied:
It must smell so bad there......they're toxic,

I laughed saying:
What comes around,
has to GO around hahahahahaha

;)

"La 8ème merveille du monde"

Un risotto aux champignons et crème de truffes,
amoureusement fait par Bex,

:)))))

"Loyauté inébranlable"

Si on m'avait dit il y'a 2 ans et demi,que je serai aujourd'hui à Vertigo, en train de prendre un café au même endroit, avec les mêmes personnes que j'ai connu le jour de mon arrivée à Lisbonne _mode touriste_ j'y aurais pas cru,

La vie n'a jamais de hasard.
Chaque rencontre, chaque geste, chaque regard signifie quelque chose, on y met l'énergie et le temps nécessaire, puis un jour, tout prend place pour former cette seule image tous les petits bouts qui trainaient dans nos têtes,

Ce 24 juin 2009, à Vertigo .....j'ai connu mes deux premiers amis de Lisbonne,
Ida, celle qui m'a offert son gaspacho délicieux, et son lit pour dormir, alors qu'elle dormait sur le sofa, et qui a pleuré quand on a dû se dire au revoir, après
Mauro, celui qui m'a sourit, qui m'a accompagné pour visiter le Miradouro, marcher dans les rues du Chiado, puis qui m'a soutenu; avec ses messages, son attention et sa douceur, ça m'a tellement touchés, que depuis ce jour, j'ai senti qu'une histoire commençait déjà à se tracer, sans que je le sache, ni le veuille....

Aujourd'hui, je regarde autour, et ce sont ces mêmes personnes que j'ai pour de vrai, en qui je peux avoir confiance, à qui je peux tout dire, devant qui je tout montrer, sans tabous.

Ida, Mauro, Je vous aime,

;)

Définition

Mesquinerie: Ce qui manque de grandeur et générosité. Sordidité. Étroitesse d'esprit. Bassesse. Petitesse. Médiocrité. Avarice. Parcimonie.....

La liste est longue, mais je préfère en rester là

;)

November the 1st,

I won't fuck us over, I'm Mr. November
I'm Mr. November, I won't fuck us over

The national

"to celebrate together a song, that kept reminding us"

dEUS

Dia 4 de Fevereiro 2013
Na bagagem trazem o álbum Keep You Close
Aula Magna
Lisboa

There I will be,


;)
PS. "Nothing really ends"

Comme on dit en bon français....

"La culture c'est comme la confiture,

moins on en a, plus on l'étale."

Plaisir charnel,

00:05
Le temps s'arrête,

Et dans ce moment d'éternité,
dont la magie est unique, sublime,
je sens, je ressens,
ce qui m'était inconnu jusque là.
Dans l'ultime rencontre
toi, moi,
jours, nuits,
assouvis, assoifés.

.....Plaisirs,
douceurs,
douleurs exquises,
de t'avoir







...........
3:05

Pleasures of a rainy day,

Readings,

Art,
Photography,
Cookies,
Studies,
Music,
Cuddles,
Chocolate,
Tea,


........in bed,

;)