Time vs "Re,If"

Time defines "us",
We are defined by our age, our years of experience by our work hours, by our sleeping hours, by our appointments, the time we wake up, everything is ruled by "time", and our relation with it.

Some say it's about living the best we can, others don't even think about, just keep going, wake up, eat, go to work, have lunch, come back to work, go out for drinks, go home, eat and sleep. "On repeat".

As the time goes by,
Things start, things end,
everything ends........ even life ends,

And I never look back,
Replacing, repeating, restarting.....not for me,
If only............ not for me either,

we don't celebrate twice this year's birthday,
but we can see how we grow in a year,
we don't go back to yesterday,
but we can value more the "today"
....we can't reproduce a moment twice,
we can only make it better next time we try, or do,

Life is not about replacing, life is about changing,
Life is not about repeating, it's about creating,
Life is not about restarting, it's about keeping on, going on,


Today I meditated about how stupid is that "re" is,
nothing can be done EXACTLY THE SAME WAY as 1 second before, at the moment something happens, it's already in the past.

Time happens,
we happen,
"If" vs "re" have no place to be,
do it once,
do it well,
do it right*

and if it didn't work the way you wanted,
ok, shit happens,

don't regret,
don't suppose,
don't loose track,
be creative.


*do it right, your way, not others way

;)

They keep fullfilling their days&nights,
running, willing to forget who they really are,
overshow....
they even believe in that fake image,

but I wonder,
what do they do when they meet themselves,
when they feel what is really there, inside?

It is certainly easy to convince people,
what is hard, is to convince ourselves,
have the exact image of who we really are,
what we really feel, what we say and what we do,

A wise man once always told me:
"those who are lost should have a seat and stop,
this is the only way to learn,
know then achieve...."

I read mentalization works, when we decide to work on it,
when the mental image of what we think, is perfectly compatible with what we feel,

Now, Imagine feeling/thinking in a way, and showing/doing the opposite....

They still have a long way to walk,

Hopefully they'll wake up

"on time",

The day they accept that they're angry with themself,
they'll stop messing around with the others,

In the meanwhile,



let's have....Compassion

........ My Time

As much as I love fridays,I keep thinking of Mondays.....

Life became a cycle of sweet fridays to mondays, and bitter mondays to fridays

On repeat,

They say time changes things,

But I actually have to change everything myself,

............. To love mondays, tuesdays, wednesdays, thursdays, fridays, saturdays and sundays

................................Soon